Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 3:54 AM

sigh

somehow..
seeing you doubt yourself.
getting all vexed.
pains me somehow..

when you asked "you and me together. is it a mistake to begin with?"
it was as though i was shot by a gun.
i was devastated.
are you gonna end it like that?
right after how much i've put in to get to you?

its so painful..
very very very painful.

i'm experiencing alot of random mixed feelings...
i dont know what to do.
what to say.
how to react.

the only thing i could do now..
is to complain lesser abt how unfair it would be to me to why you want to keep it in the dark.
i never found you a pain.
its always fun being around you.

its rather vexing..
how the higher ups are messing around with me.
i've never had a successful relationship before..
the first one ended so painfully...
very very painful.

now, i am facing another huge obstacle in my route to happiness...

one thing i am sure of.
i aint gonna give up just like that.
no way.
as they said, a cornered person is a dangerous person.
wait..
thats not right.

more of..
as the going gets tough...
the tough gets going!

so yea.
i'll definately get past this hurdle.

i really hope that.
you'll be with me till forever ends...
ZY

Shiki