Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 9:07 PM

Farewell

i kinda realised who i really am now...
i am a stupid loser who complains about every single thing in life...
with no qualms about thinking of reality...
its true..
i am a person who steals others identities rather than to disclose my true self..
maybe i am really just a nobody...
just when i thought that the situation has died down...
i was wrong...
i tried, i took initiatives...
i just cant turn time back...
i give up...

had a talk to lara recently...
she told me that if i am not comfortable with opening up...
i could just go back to who i was before...
an introvert...
bottling up my problems...
and only worrying about others than myself...
in short, living for the sake of others...
which means...
going back to the darkness and not coming out again...

trying not to make a fool out of myself again...
i aint gonna use this as a medium to clear my thoughts anymore...
this is just gonna be a journal, recording what i go through everyday...
neither sad, depressing...
nor filled with emotions...
not even a tinge of my thoughts...
just events that happened that day...
well...
i guess this is farewell to you all...

Shiki