Saturday, April 07, 2007 @ 1:22 AM

Dead tired...lol again

Alrighty..lets get started...
Was suppose to go for Good Friday service today, but i couldnt even move out of my bed...
My legs are like...numb!
Managed to get up like around 12+
*Lol I am such a pig... XD*

As I sat on my HDB block rooftop, I went through a lot of thinking...
Maybe i should just keep my true self to myself...
I am annoying and naggy...
By concealing my true self, maybe i could get more friends...
Or maybe not...
Maybe its because i am afraid...
Afraid of scaring away my friends...
Afraid of being alone...
Afraid...just plain afraid...
I know i have friends... But it just seems that i cant relate to them...
Am i that weird and outcast?

Somehow i feel like i am over-reacting and thinking too much...
But, my thoughts are so vivid, so real...
Its as if i have telekenesis or something like that...
Just plain freaky i must say...
Or maybe i getting emo..LOL
Nah..cant be....

Come to think of it...
Ever since i saw the NYP band having their band prac...
I get this urge to go join them...
Maybe its a habit though...
But by coming to NYP, i wanna try something new...
Just waiting for the Club Crawl to see what NYP offers me as a CCA...

I just realised that i havent even touch my 'homework' yet...
5 sketches with shading and stuff...
This is so gonna eat up all of my sleeping time...
Zzz...
ARGH!!

Nevermind, time to get started shall I?
Until another time...
Ciao~!
ZY

Shiki