Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 3:42 PM

Yep..Its been proven....

It seems that I was rather right in what I have predicted...
I am gonna be alone for my birthday again...
As usual...
As always...
My birthday is like a day in which I just go and eat a cake and listen to people sing that same repetitive song every year...
I guess its time I bring out that key again...
That key which leads me to my thinking spot...
The place where I get to see that light...
That light that calls for me, asking me to go towards it...
I never get to see what's on the other side of the light...
The moment I almost get to find out, an invisible force pulls my hand back...
Its like it isn't my time to find out what's behind that light...

However, come to think of it..
Recently its all been I, me and my...
Its all about myself...
I should stop thinking about myself and think of others more..
Everytime I keep complaining about how bad and horrible my life is, I suppose there is someone whose life is far worse than mine...
I guess I am back to suppressing my emotions and pain inside of me...
Its better this way, since I am used not to depend on others too much...
Its my problem, not theirs.
So I suppose i should settle them on my own...
Oh well, you can't expect too much out of life though...
You gain some, you lose some...

At least something interesting is coming up...
Having a BBQ with the HD people..
I just hope I don't spoil everything though...
Note to self: Shut up if you can't think of anything nice to say

ZY

Shiki