Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 11:08 PM

Back to square one..again...*sigh*

Its been a long while i suppose...
Many things have happened...
Things such as me quitting Haagen-Dazs and stuff..
Gained new experiences, friends...
Lost a couple of friends and most importantly - time...

Been thinking about alot of things recently....
Thinking about the new year, work experiences and my on-coming birthday...
As that fateful day arrives... I suddenly get this sense of fear and disappointment..
I am disappointed, cause' my mum is not here in Singapore to celebrate it with me...
I am afraid.. of getting older, maturer as it ultimately means I am about to leave my safety limits and venture out into the dark and dangerous world of the adults...
I had my experiences- you wont wanna know...

I feel kinda depressed recently.
I dont know why, neither am I keen on finding out...
I just hope I dont degrade myself to the state I were in a few years ago...

Maybe I will get better...
Maybe not...
Maybe.. Just maybe...

ZY

Shiki