Sunday, March 12, 2006 @ 6:52 PM

off wif a new start...am i?

well..
its finally done...
phew...
took me quite awhile but i did it anyway.

the week was wayyy bad..
i had to see my ang due to some psychological thingy..
he brought up things in which i thought i have forgotten,
things i do not wish to remember...
memories of pain and loneliness...
memories which shroud me in darkness...
however, through him,
i managed to trace out the inner voice..
the voice which constantly discouraging me,
making me feel inferior to others..
but..i still cant find a way to get rid of it...

anyway, my birthday approaching...
but i dun really care...
not been celebrating it since i first stepped into SCSS..
4 years... its rather long...
i suppose i got used to not celebrating it anymore...
putting braces on that day..
going for a concert on that day too...(details on that will come later)
seems that my life is rather screwed up
as usual, i am under a huge pile of hmwk again...
guess it will take lots of time to finish but i will still try..

i hav loads of problems..
yes i do...
but no one ever bothers,
no one notices...
or maybe its juz me...
sometimes i juz want to end it all...
just step off.. and end it forever...
should i?
anyway, even if i am gone, no one notices...

anyway... got not much to say anymore...
if u ever get to see me again... lets juz stop at that shall we?

Shiki