Wednesday, March 22, 2006 @ 7:05 PM

good start?

haiz..
hols are over...
back to school again...
was rather hard to restart after a week's break...
wadever lah...
i just wanna lay back and sleep...
but i cant..
too many homework piling up...
managed to clear some today...
but still got alot...

i feel so disappointed in myself...
i thought i had caught up le..
yet i realised that i am still far behind..
far behind my expectations...
far behind my classmates...
far far away....
so far..
i cant even see them...
maybe i am too slow..
maybe they are too fast...
maybe its just me...
maybe...just maybe....

birthday approaching in 6 days...
dun bother much...
its just another ordinary day anyway...
i got no reason to celebrate it anyway...
not looking forward to the birthday bash..
who cares anyway...
haiz...

sometimes i just wanna find my true self...
the true self i have lost...

Shiki